Hey! :D
So it's been exactly a week since school started and I am feeling MUCH better. No meltdowning, no craziness, no overwhelming feeling. Well, maybe still a little of the last one, but I can handle it. I am feeling so much better though. (:
Today, I had practice then an AcaDeca parent type meeting afterwards. It gave me a huge sense of pride for the team and all that I can accomplish from it. I feel silly about how I was feeling yesterday. I still feel kind of bdjhgfjshhgs about it, but not as much. I would really love to make it huge on this team. The only problem I have is that I'm competing against my best friend and two other really good friends for a spot on the team. There are three spots and four of us. That's kind of heart-wrenching. What sucks more is that I'm the weakest link of the four so I'm hoping I don't just give up in the end. That would really, really suck. Really. I guess I just need to believe in myself and work harder. The problem will be finding that spot between not working enough and working too much to where I stress myself and start getting a little depressed. That second one tends to happen a lot. But I'm going to try to make it not happen.
Ooh, guess what!? I have no homework today! In response to that long paragraph you may or may not have read, you would think that I have my AcaDeca folder out beside me studying away... but no. I am taking this time to enjoy my happiness and relax a little. I'll work on it tomorrow. Hopefully. Guhhhh.
The update on Dr. Who right now is that there is no update. D: I might start watching it tomorrow. Hopefully! I really want to. Really. I say "really" a lot.
Saturday I'm going to watch a movie with my friends at one of my friends' house. It is going to be definite funtimez. :D
Bye guys. Love you! x
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