Hatred Bunches of Oats

Hi theree.

I really didn't want to blog today but I am going to stick to this BEDA thing! We're about halfway there! We can do it!

So because I have the obligation to blog today, I am going to be my normal self and rant. I am sorry. If you are reading this and for some reason find me intelligent or funny or interesting, I am going to disappoint you. -hug- We can get through this together. I know it.

Okay enough of that! On to the ranting. So, I've recently realized how much I DESPISE when people talk bad about their friends. I know I must sound like a hypocrite because a few posts ago I was talking bad about my friend. Yes, I do do it occasionally to a very small number of my friends and I feel terrible about it. I'm trying to stop it now. This is mostly because recently I've been hearing people say really mean and not happy things about people who should be their best friends. It really sparked me when there was one person who I admire and thought was really nice and smart that was talking about a mutual friend (more of a best friend on this person's side) and saying things about them. I got even angrier when the mutual friend stepped in five minutes later and this person was all "bestfriendyouarethebest" to them. UGH. Why do people have to be such backstabbers? WHYY?

I know the answer is because human nature is to naturally back stab or something along those lines and that there's some psychological reason to it, but right now I'm really just frustrated. I really liked this person and thought they were a nice friend. I really trusted them. And now I'm not sure if they'll go off and say mean things about me when I'm not around and then be nice around me. It's not that their acting because I'm sure they truly like this mutual friend of ours. I just don't understand. I would never say something mean to one of my BEST FRIENDS behind their back. And even if I would, I definitely wouldn't say it to a friend that is a friend of the best friend. (Does that make sense?)

But it's not just this one person. It's EVERYONE. I've been hearing people talk about their "supposed" friends for days and either I never noticed it before or people have just recently been fed some kind of Hatred Bunches of Oats cereal.  I guess it's just making me feel really apprehensive. I don't like it when people talk about other people behind their back and I don't like it with people talk about ME behind my back. It just makes for a sad day.

Now, enough of that. I got that all out of my system. (:

Unfortunately, I have no watched any Doctor Who. I had so much homework today and I didn't even finish it all. I just don't want to do anything else for a year. But, that's not going to happen and I just have to accept it.

I'm going to go relax with The Hunger Games and watch my mom try to figure out what she's going to wear to the pre-wedding extravaganza she's going to tomorrow.

Byeee. I hope you're all well and are less tired than I am right now.

P.S. To the lovely Rebecca, I'm going to be starting from the 2005 continuation. And here's the link to my video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WegdWBld3qE It didn't turn out as good as I expected it to and it's really quite long. I actually almost fell asleep rewatching it, so sorry! D: I'll be making better videos (hopefully).